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Tsunami

 Angin tak ada ribut tak ada..

tetiber jer...


maybe a lots of people facing same issue like mine too..

everything is suddenly..

suddenly you happy..

suddenly u said

suddenly you felt lonely

suddenly u felt like crying

suddenly u felt like useless

sad, lonely, useless...

it kill u..

i'm sad thooo.. felt like giving up but i cant..

i cant holding on too

it not easy to leave

and..

it not easy to stay..

especially people make u felt like u not matter at all..

idk...i'm tired.. malu.. asa pelacur..everything..

no one will understand..

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