am i ever survive this?? it's hurting that much... why i got my hope high and now, i fall hard.. it hurt way too much.. what can i do now.. God pls help me... i dont to felt this anymore what can i do anymore everything are useless the same thing keep on repeating again and again.. i keep on getting hurt again and again.. what can i do when i dont wish to live anymore.. i hate this life that much..but i love my life so much...