Yesterday... i was so frustrated and not able to sleep. I only sleep after 3 and wakeup at 6am. i wake up with a headache. Great headache. Delaying time till 8am and prepared for work. it took 30min to be done. Book grabcar and took 6 min for the driver to reach me. took took 5 min to reach workplace and endup being late. As i was in a very bad mood.. with terrible sadness inside me.. i choose to go back home again. Here i am..staying in my room mourning over my sadness. and then, find out that i’m having my period. Lol..no wonder..i’m way too sad. spend my time alone like this.. i just recall how desperate i am to love someone who not going to love me. i miss him.. n endup deactivate my social media for peace of mind. i can burden anyone else with my problem. i need to be calm in handling situation. i miss him..