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I need home

 I need home to go back too...

i need someone to go back too...

i'm lonely..

i felt empty..

i need someone to be there for me..

i need love..

i want to love

i want to be loved..

i want a place called home

a home that welcome me..

a home that want me to be there..

i need that

i really need that..

i  miss every happiness that i used to have before..

am i being ungrateful..

am i deserving all of this??

just what i am?

who i am?

what i had done?

life is hard..

and its hard on me

i cry

i being sad

i'm broken

frustrated..

desperate

pathetic

again and again...

i feel hopeless

i feel lose...

i feel nowhere to go anymore

why i'm being this way?

what should i do anymore...

how to get better life

why everything hurt so much

i'm lonely..

i'm crying again last night...

because it's feel so empty inside here...

it's hurt that much...

what can i do anymore???

i feel so weak...


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